NOW
The year comes to a close,
and I’m in a room alone.
I thought I was healed
but I find myself
breaking again tonight.
The world is celebrating
and my heart is breaking.
How many more times
will I be reminded
of that night?
How many more times
will my heart break
before it just stops?
Ross said,
January 1, 2009 at 4:35 pm
Rose,
I wish there was an answer to this, a time table to follow.
Holidays, birthdays can heighten the sense of loss. Some times it isn’t anything that brings on the feelings you have.
I go up and down, back and forth.
You are in my prayers. Hang in there. Sometimes that is all we can do.
Love,
Ross